Post by kelove on Nov 12, 2011 0:14:38 GMT
I'm 19 have not come out yet except on sites like this and don't know if I will anytime soon but I've known since i was 16. My mum is the least judgmental person when it comes to my friends...but Ive heard her say she'd be upset if one of her kids were lgbt because that means no kids. I just reunited with my father after 18 years, I'm not sure if I could tell him because hes a Christian and his whole side of the family is too. I have many friends that are lgbt and only one ever asked if I liked girls, but i did not answer her completely I said i thought 1 girl was hot but that was it, because I wasn't ready for the rest of the group we were with to know. I remember one time though I was watching a TV show n thought this one girl was cute but didn't mean to say it out loud n my step brother heard me, but i covered it up n was like "why'd i say girl oops meant guy" n he shrugged it off. When I was 16 i just started a new school and I saw this girl that was super pretty and she was bi too, we became good friends but she moved. I date guys though they only last 2 weeks to a month cuz I have a little bit of commitment fear. I'm not sure how to even ask a girl out or I would have by now, my friend that asked me bout liking girls told me she liked me, but relationships in general freak me out lol but I guess I want to know, is it normal to hide like this? who should i tell first? Because I write about it all the time cuz thats the only place that feels safe to me...